Law: I see it now

Worries and fears plague me

Swallow up beautiful moments

Shadow times of pleasure

Darken the windows of my soul

What is the weight that so often burdens?

Where do those niggling little worries come from?

Little worms that squirm and wiggle around

Inside my head . . . my belly . . . my heart . . .

Remember.  Remember!

There is no fear in love!

No fear in Love!

Those little worries are searching for their boundaries

The darkness in my chest turns in on itself

In the confusion of not knowing where I belong;

Not knowing if I’m measuring up . . .

There are no boundaries to be found

I have been programmed . . .

Have programmed myself

To believe that I live under law;

That there are certain rules, which must be kept

In order to have value

As a human being  

There is no law!

Actually, there is one law

Love


I thought I was past all this!
Determined and sneaky
My subconscious
My rule keeper

If I remain within this law paradigm

My soul will continue to look for walls and boxes

Within which to live . . .

Will always feel uneasy

At not knowing the rules

Deep, deep paradigm

Much has been chipped away

The foundations remain

Rock solid veins

Run throughout

Body and Soul

I send Love

To flow through these spaces

Crumble and wash away

The final vestiges

of

Law

Burden

Guilt

Fear

Lies

Leaving clear spaces

Where love and truth will flow

Rules and guidelines

Were my drug

I turned to them to feel safe and secure

I stayed within the boxes I knew

Inside my small, safe places

Protected from the dangerous unknown

Artificial

Flimsy

Nothings

That I clung to for life

and meaning

Ha!

There are no walls!

Life is an open field

No direction off limits

I choose.

I can choose Love

or not

But, I am free to choose;

To draw nearer and nearer

to the Me who was meant to be

The Me I long to be

Free to love

and be loved

And no matter what I choose

My value is great

My validity unquestioned

For I am Beloved

Always

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