Sunday, September 22, 2019

Garden of the Heart




My heart is filled with seeds
Seeds of love, joy and peace
Seeds of anger, fear and despair

Which do I water?
Which do I feed?  

My heart flows with energy
The light of attention brings growth and strength 
The darkness of inattention weakens and kills

What do I water?  
What do I feed?   

I open my heart to all.
I see the longing 
The longing for goodness
For justice
For peace

I speak hope
I speak joy 
I speak life


All of our hearts are filled with seeds
Which do we water?
Which do we feed? 
Our neighbors' hearts are filled with seeds
(and everyone is our neighbor)
What do we water?  
What do we feed?
What do we give?  

Can you notice?  
Meet anger with kindness
Hatred with love?
Knowing the seeds of peace reside in every heart 
Waiting to be seen, watered and fed?
  
No simple task
No simple task, this gardening of the heart
Understand.
This is real
This is very real
Your kindness
Your love
Your compassion
Your smiles
Change the world
One seed at a time
One heart at a time

If you're smiling right now
You are watering seeds of love
If you're smiling through heartache and pain
Even more so
Bless you, bless you, bless you

May all beings be filled with loving kindness
May all beings be free from suffering
May all beings be well
May all beings be at peace
May all beings be joyful




I've lost the source information for my images.  Many of them have been found at: https://www.enchgallery.com/fractals/fractal%20gallery%201.htm
My apologies to the creators of this amazing art.  

Friday, August 30, 2019

Calm. Calm. Belong


https://www.enchgallery.com/fractals/fractalpages/contiuum.htm

Her beautiful smile shines
From photo after photo
She remembers
That she knew
Always knew
She didn't belong
An expert chameleon shaping herself to fit
Blend
Belong

The internal outsider
Sure that her otherness was sensed
Hiding behind the laughter and smiles
Imposter
Lie
Brittle
Separate 

She looks through those photos 
And knows
Understands 
. . .
She always belonged
Always

Sweet, sweet child
There are no lines
But those we imagine
Those we were given and believed
The lines and divisions 
Are the lie
Never you
Never you

Calm
Calm
Belong


Those barricades can only hold for so long . . .

She began to breathe
To breathe at the thought of such freedom
She stood and whispered to her child.  "Belong"
She held the child and whispered
With calm, calm; "Belong"

R.E.M. "Belong"

https://www.enchgallery.com/fractals/fractalpages/spirogid.htm

Thursday, July 25, 2019

Melting Open

Every morning
Every morning
She woke to the ache in her chest

Day after day
Week after week 
Year after year
Like an old friend
Waiting to greet her
 A perennial knife in the heart

What am I afraid of?
* * *
What am I afraid of?

She protected herself
Encasing what she feared
Within a thick, hard shell
Never to be seen
Only felt

What am I afraid of?   

Then, one day
Her eyes were opened
And she laughed

There is nothing big and scary
I've only feared myself!  
Afraid my heart
Might lead once more to suffering and ruin
Not to be trusted.
Not smart enough
Not strong enough
Not good enough

Oh, dear heart
Oh, precious one
The heart is the wellspring of life
You can trust your true voice
Listen!
It is goodness and love
Be not afraid

And her heart melted open

My heart melted open

I am falling in love with myself


Fractals can be found at:
enchgallery.com
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Sunday, May 12, 2019

Angela


You were an orphan on this planet
Abandoned by your father
Abandoned by your mother
Alone
You fought
Oh, how you fought
Building internal strength
Pushing, stretching, reaching
Creating a life for yourself
Embracing color and light
Speaking your truths
Feisty
Playful
Vibrant
Exuberant   
Alive

Through the years
You fought the monster in your head
As it worked to break you
The disease given you by your mother
Another demon
Promised to destroy you
Bit by bit
Day by day

One day
Unexpected love showed up
Seeing past the darkness
To spectacular, amazing you
A dream you'd not dreamed.
You stepped in
Into goodness and love
Into sweetness
And magic

Cocreating new life
Together you loved and welcomed
Your many fur babies
Into Catlandia
A place of refuge and safety

But
The monster and demon
Were too much
We didn't see
We didn't know

You have slain your monsters
And we are left
With an empty space 
Where once there was sparkle and light

All we can do now
Is cherish what was.
Carry your essence with us
And look for the sparkle in others
As they grapple with their own
Monsters and demons
Your love and light
Your true essence
 Will remain
Part of us




Fractal images at: http://www.enchgallery.com

https://huntingtonsdiseasenews.com



Friday, May 10, 2019

One Heart Beat



Our hearts are one
As we play our drums
Guitars, voices, shakers and flute
Cowbells, tambourines and dancers, to boot

Many voices become the one
Joining. Flowing
Shining.  Glowing.  
Taking us places
We cannot go alone

Some songs may seem sweeter than others
Some beats might seem a bit . . . off
But
All are part of the one song
in which we live

I am new here
You welcome me
With kindness and love
You tell me my voice belongs
That I have a part in this song

Thank you

Our hearts are as one 
As we sing our songs
Dance our dances
And beat our drums

We are One Heart Beat


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