Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Religion is Division


Lines are drawn
Expectations 
Established

Those within the group
Must meet
Certain standards
Of behavior
And belief

Those outside
Are in need of conversion
To the right way of thinking
In order to be
Embraced

On which side of the line are you?
Can I trust that you believe as I do?
Are you safe to share my life with?
I need us to think the same.
Be the same


Love is inclusion
There are no lines
No in and out
No expectations
Or standards to meet

Love has no conditions
Only freedom
To be truly you

True, beautiful, authentic me
Amazing, inspiring, transparent you

Life.
Peaceful, kind, joyful
Expectancy


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Friday, March 16, 2012

Expectations



Expectations
Projections into the future
Living where you're not

Hopes and dreams
Built on air
Collapse
In reality

Expectations
Emotions attached
To illusions
Self created

Expectations
False belief  
That you can know
Or control
The future
Can create or foresee
What “should be”

When dreams die
When expectations
Are not realized
Where are you?

You are always
Only one place:
The present

You always know
Only one time:
Now

Breathe in now
Feel the earth beneath you . . . now
Know you have all you need
For right now

Every moment
Every day
You will have what you need
Your future is revealed
One day at a time
No other way


* * * * * * * * *


Results of placing expectations on others; on how the future will be . . . 
resentment, hurt, disappointment, anger, hopelessness . . . 
You are doing the best you know how.  
Trust that others do the same.
This is truth.
There's no other time within which we can live.
It is always now.

Let go of yesterday.
Let go of tomorrow.
Smile
All is well at this moment.


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Sunday, March 4, 2012

The Rhythm of You



At your beginning
You were one cell
This cell pulsed
It had a beat; a vibration
(remember, you did not yet have a heart)

When the one became two
The cells pulsed together
The same beat;  same vibration

And so it continued
Cells reproduced
Became specialized . . . 

And always
Your rhythm
Your vibration
Resonated through every cell

That same energy
The same rhythm
Pulses throughout your being now

Wow!

You!
This energy
The exact color and feel of it
Is you!

We now have the technology
to detect a person's energy
It extends far beyond our bodies
We 'touch' each other as we pass on the street

Our thoughts and feelings
Change and color how our energy 'feels'
To ourselves and others
When I focus on 
Loving kindness
Those near me are affected 


When I attempt to impose
A different beat upon self
A way of thought and being
That is not mine
That is not love
There is conflict, stress
Sadness and fear


The more I listen to my rhythm
And live within it
The more I am in peace

Who we are
What we think, believe and focus on
Changes us
Can change the world
Bit by bit

So much mystery 
In this universe of ours
Beautiful, magical
Invisible to most
Real



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Thursday, March 1, 2012

Demi and me. Not so different.


I read some quotes today
from Demi Moore
with which I could relate
She is afraid she'll come to discover
That she is truly not lovable
She has done many things
Including starving herself
Trying to make herself more attractive


She fears the loss of her youth
and the attributes which made her famous
Demi is trapped in seeking "love"
Based on external factors

I've done this.
Starved myself in hopes of getting positive attention
Tried to change myself
To meet the perceived desires of others
I've believed I was only beautiful 
If others said so

Most of my life
I've felt that if I was not observed . . .
If no one saw me doing something . . . 
If no one looked at me
And liked what they saw . . .

I didn't really exist
I wasn't solid
My feeling, thoughts and actions
Meant nothing without a witness 
To give them (me) value

I see this in Demi
I know how it feels
Lost . . Alone
Ephemeral
Always craving more attention
More validation

But, it's never enough

It's the looking outside of self
For value
Such an easy trap to fall into
Especially if you can manipulate people
Into giving you what you think want



I am losing masks
I am losing casings and molds
Which I have so often squeezed 
Myself into

As my inner Lynelle
Strengthens and grows
Layers of protective coverings
Crumble and fall away

Oh sweet delight
To be consistent - compatible
With Self

The facades I've taken on
The shapes within which I've been encased
The lovely masks . . . 

They weren't me
Aren't me

I grow ever more congruous
Consistent through and through

When something is not compatible 
With my true self;
If it does not bring peace and joy 
It does not belong in or around me 
(or, I must learn a different way of perceiving what is)

A reminder to live from the heart
Not force things that "should" be

Sweet, simple, safe
Nurture love
Nurture what gives life

Seek life and love
And all will be well
All we need is found in these things
Within ourselves

I am learning to love myself
And do things to nurture this
I trust my solid self 

She who is me
Purely me

Peace


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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Seeking joy in the future

When I am Silent, I fall into the Place where everything is Music
- Rumi


Oftentimes I find happiness by looking forward to the next fun thing . . . 
That next vacation, spending time with someone I love,
a yummy dessert in my fridge . . . 
Big things and small
Looking toward the next thrill

When I was a consumer of illicit substances
I cherished the thought of my secret pleasure
Knowing I could get high and feel better . . .

Funny, it just hit me how this is so much 
not living in the moment! 
not staying in the now

I search my mind for a future positive event
to get me through the day
Rather than delight in where I am
Who I am 

This is my new awareness

As I stop looking for the next thrill
as a path to happiness.
And begin to walk, speak, live and love
In simplicity and gratitude
To smile at the life within and around me
My inner joy and freedom 
Can only expand

Needing the promise of something that's not here and now
to pull me through
 can be a heavy weight
Especially when there's a void
In the place where happy dreams live

Sweet simplicity
Simple joys
Simple beauty
Are present here and now

I smile at myself
I smile at my life
Smile at difficulties and frustrations
For they bring growth

I return to the moment
I can truly be no where else
Will never be!

Release all that binds
Revel in all that is
Peace and joy will follow

Simple and now
Pleasure and gratitude
My new way of being

To live in the place where everything is music
This place is within me
What more could I desire?


When I am Silent, I fall into the Place where everything is Music
- Rumi




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Friday, February 24, 2012

Mystery Beyond Words




space
behind
between
different dimensions
filling everything

the universe is thick
with mystery and meaning
nothing void

there's a place in my chest
where I feel the call . . . 
desire
connection
with a dimension beyond
yet
 encompassing
all that is

energy that flows through all
filling to overflowing
all that is

we are within
all creation
creation 
is within us

energy and life
there's nowhere they're not.
smile.  rejoice!

we are united within 
this miracle of flow
every cell, every atom
the mystery flows deeper still

We are carried
far beyond the stars
there is no near or far
all is one

mind, body
vessels
mortal
finite

I observe my thinking self
from a deeper place

when I step into this space
reality becomes crystal clear
beauty overwhelms

my child self delights in the sparkle
the sweet fresh breeze
sun on the water
clouds drifting across the blue, blue sky
the fragrance of fresh grass
and rich brown soil

oh, what joy
to live beyond the burdens
beyond judgments and meaning
simple, pure, no strings attached

mystery is simple and intricate
sharp, transparent 
freedom and simplicity
at ever deeper levels
and higher . . . 
 beautiful, extravagant realities
in which to delight
and receive

We can go there whenever we wish
We need only remember
peace and beauty
are always there
at the heart of it all
waiting in love and patience
for us to turn toward them once more

We are never alone 










Shame Dissolved



Do not follow the ideas of others, but learn to listen to The Voice within yourSelf. 
Your body and mind will become clear and you will realize the Unity of all things.
~Dogen Zenji♥ 


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Shame is a warm blanket around the body
Heavy . . . dark . . . encumbering

Shame is a secret knife
embedded in the soul
Silently bleeding life away

Shame is a dark fog
Cloaking the mind
Muffling the heart
From within

Shame is a sweet lie
Learned from others
Accepted as the voice of Self

A voice that says
"My existence is a mistake"
"I don't belong"

It is an old friend
A habit of thinking
Stirring up desires to hide . . .
Compulsions to run to something or someone 
For relief
From self rejection
Self hatred
"Please, save me from myself"


Shame comes calling
Whenever we forget who we are;
When we look outside ourselves for love and value


Oh, Precious One
You are Beloved always

Remember
Remember the seed of Love 
Within you . . .
The seed of Life

You are delightful and beautiful
Always

Be still
Release all that is not Love.
Smile
Rest in your true and perfect self

All is well
All is well

Shame is an illusion . . .
Thought appearing solid
A cloud dissolved 
By the breath of Love

Remember
Look and listen
To the Voice within

All is well
All is well



Do not follow the ideas of others, but learn to listen to The Voice within yourSelf. 
Your body and mind will become clear and you will realize the Unity of all things.
~Dogen Zenji♥